Alfie's Journal

After a incident that happend about 5 minutes ago i decided to make this entry.

Well Imagination can be a great thing, it can bring out beutifull things like maybe a flame frozen in a ice cube, But iff your not the imaginative type dont be sad because even though imagination is a great thing it can depict extremly scarey thoughts.

So this is "the incident" Dun dun duuunnn, Well actually this happens alot, i brush my teeth and when im brushing them thoughts rush into my head. These are just a few thoughts running through my head while trying to brush my teeth. I imagined there was dead girl wearing old fashioned sort of world war 1 clothes looking at me clutching a teddy. Also i imagined a massive demon in the corner of the hallway that floated like a black piece of cloth floating. But this times the thoughts overwhelmed me to much i had to move and the more you react to your imagination the more real it becomes. so i bumped into the wall (still trying to brush my teeth lol) and made a sort of breath noise it was my way of screaming without waking anyone up!

I had one last spit in the sink and ran for the door. just before i ran though, i felt that shivver goose bump thing down my back. so that freaked me out beyond reason. so i just needed to get to somewhere, and i ran into mothers room and she just kind of sat up and tried to ask me what had happend. i dont like talking infront of john so i just walked out. But my point is, imagination can be a breat burden. I think lots of people have this but, i just think i have it worse.

i suppose i have nevver liked this house. when i go for a sleep over at someone elses i dotn feel threatend by anything so maybe there is something. I have about 3 freinds that have slept at my house and got shit scarred because they thought they felt a presence even to the point where they would of just left iff it wasnt for me trying to calm them down.

p.s. I dont even like sitting on the toilet because my head goes "your ballz are vunerable A DEMON WILL COME UP THE TOILET AND RIP THEM OFF" and the demon in my head is normally king henry the 8th. Anyway i just needed to write this down i might be able to get to sleep more easily now.

It has been 10 years since i stumbled across a gleaming yellow gameboy, It was my sisters, I would spen hours playing it while it was on charge. And forever getting roasted by my sister for doing so. I soon got my own. thats when my gaming life started. The nice glowing red life. the comfortable satisfaction of slotting the game into the back.
About 2 years past, It was coming up to my birthday. I was going to get a nintendo 64, My sister had told me it was in colour! and you could play it on a TV!. So i expected to be able to play the exact same game on a tv, What? i was a gullable young'en. And that exited me.

So Eventually i got it, A black nintendo, grey controllers you know, what you expect, i pushed in mario and Couldnt wait to start hammering buttens down and easily jumping on pancakes and turtles. But What was this? 3D you say? Yes how baffled i was, Even slightly dissapointed. I Began to love 3D, after about a year of playing that it was time to move on, Again!. Now it seemed a quest, to nevver stop adavancing, Everytime a knew console came out i would Get it. I felt i was part of it now. Part of a brutal nevver ending evolution of gaming. I unrapped my play station with extreme haste. them rappers where but chains keeping me from getting to the prize i had waited so long for. I pushed in my worms world party, and turned it on. I instantly fell in love with it. It was my heavon my home. A place i could get away from everythin in my life. The annoying but reasuring start that every game would have. After another year of playing, play station 2 was coming out and now i had this passion for getting a console as soon as it came out. i had to have it. All of a sudden a play station was not called a playstation any more it was called a "ps" for short. witch is how i imagine a australian would say piss. Now i wasnt botherd about anything but getting home and making my controller sweaty. I had my playstation 2 for years now, iff i remember correct about 4 maybe 5, It was the longest i'd ever had a console so naturally i bonded with it but also couldnt wait to leave it beihind into the dust of the gaming evolution. With them years the good times i had seem limitless. but It was just about to be left behind, Because round the corner, was the brand new ps3. Im not the richest guy in the world so i sold my playstation2 and every game and got about £150. I some how raised another £300.

Since i had sold my playstation 2, id been without a console of my own for about 3 months. waiting for the playstation3 to come out. Sitting at my younger brothers gamecube was the worst gaming experience i had ever had. The same games you could get for playstation2 where not as good. Harry potter and the chaimber of secrets for instance. You carnt even roam the grounds properly.

It was finally the night. Midnight infact, i was driven over to gamestation at 12 AM. My brother had gone in his perjamas. Waited for about 5 minutes and with a broken foot i had recently recieved i couldnt really stay for the party. my mother carried the playstation3 to the car for me. Now i imagine most people got their ps3 and went strait to sleep. Not me! i got home set it up and played way into the early hours. the first game was resistants fall of man.

So i had played this for so long but there was a problem, My tv was not HDMI and i was obsessed with getting the best i could so a few months later i had a HDMI tv and was playing Ridge racer. Oh and sometimes that free one. I dont remember the name. It was a racing game with unbelievable amazing graphics. Now i dont have my Playstation 3 i sold it, to go back to the olden days.i rebought a nintendo 64. I did it because i look back on gaming, and the more further back i go the more i seemed to have fun. I play it now. there is nothing there. Trying to go back was a mistake. I use my computer now for gaming aswell as maybe sometimes a little go on my nintendo 64. Iff i you classed my PC as a console it would e my most expesive almost 1k.

Soon i will rebuy a ps3 and get GTA 4 boring normally but once you have had a Nintendo 64 for so long. The idea of going online free roaming, shooting cars to oblivion and showing off your skills to angry losers sounds rather fun.

that was my life gaming experience up to now and it has rocked!

running through virtual worlds not giving a damn
not able to eat sandwhiches even with jam

flying into far away places all worries gone to dust
powering through desserts with a virtual gust

when we have reach our checkpoint we come back to earth
then we go back in to the animated water with a speedy surf

after that we complete the quest our consoles crash
and with a furious rage the controller we decide to smash

i'm a very happy soul
compared to his mine is coal

everyday he watches dr who
reads a book while having a poo

his love for me is forever to grow
oneday he will make a tv drama show

i want dignitte he wants fun
eating chicken nuggets he weighs a tun 

the people that are there for you
when your sick the will make us stew

i love my frends and they love me
without thier guidense i could no longer see

my frends make me shine so much
i am really sad when there out of touch

people suspecting at every place
we have very little to hold our space

why carnt they just leave us alone?
how long will it take to drop the bone?

were not going to rob a shop
why carnt you all shut up and stop?

future plans going to waste
40 year olds making us haste

the suspicion is getting a little bit freaky
why do you think we are all so cheecky?